Thursday, September 28, 2006

i m damn pissed this morning with the old witch at work....bloody hell...aarrrgghh...ok what happen was...she was suppose to go on holiday this week from fri to next tue n i m suppose to take over her shift...but because of the riot at bangkok, she cancelled her trip so i dont have to work for her anymore....then i have something urgent to attend to on tues morning so i told her about this morning that i cant work...then at first she say ok n ask me to inform to my boss...ok fine...i went into my boss's office and talked to him about it and he gave me approval for my request....so i went out and told that witch that i am not working on the tues morning....then she tell me off...she say wat she is going Genting with her husband on sat and will be coming back on tue...kaoz!!!!at first when i asked her about her leave she say cancel liao...then now tell me what she might be going genting and is still waiting for her husband's reply...wat the hack man!!! then she say things like..."i don't care abot u ar...you promise to work for me that day"kaoz...yes i admit that i promise to take over her if she go bangkok this week...but since her trip was cancelled i have no obligation to work for her anymore right???AM I RIGHT???shit lo...then i told her.."ok lo...then bo bian lo..i don't go for my appointment lo...no choice lo..i sacrifice lo..."though i say that but my heart was like cursing and swearing at her lo...bloody hell!!!what the hack is that....jiksgbfguibnk....jnbhsj....aaaaaaaggggghhhhh!!!!really cant stand it...!!!!

how i wish my hubby is here with me now to console me..to lend me his listening ears...shit!!!i miss u my darling...where are u???

anyway...22 more days to go...i m counting down...really miss u so much b!!! :(

Posted by JaNet at 1:07 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

23 more days to go....really miss u much... :(

Posted by JaNet at 7:41 PM

23 more days to go...miss u much my dear... :(

Posted by JaNet at 7:37 PM

23 more days to go...miss u much.... :(

Posted by JaNet at 7:35 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

i love u dear...really...n i m really sorry for all the unreasonable thingy that i did to u in the past 3 years...i m really really really sorry...i didnt know how much u mean to me until the day u left....i thought i can be strong..i thought i can live without u...but i guess i m wrong...u mean alot to me...more than anything...really...really really really love u alot...i miss u dear...i wonder what you are doing now....r u thinking of me now?

Posted by JaNet at 10:24 PM

24 more days to go...must hang on!!!jia you!!miss u my dear...muackz...really feel like huddling u now...really really really really really really miss u....!!!i wonder r u thinking of me too...

Posted by JaNet at 10:20 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

25 more days to go....counting down to ur return....bb..i m looking forward to ur return...really miss u alot alot alot...love u...muackz...

Posted by JaNet at 1:38 AM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

It was a long day yesterday...a day which i hope will never come...send my hubby off to Shanghai yesterday..i broke down at the airport...tears kept flowing down as if is like a tap...really cant bear to see him leave....the feelings that i have is like losing my pair of arms...seriously...cos for the past 3 years we have not leave each other before for such a long time...

as he walked into the departure gate...as his back view slowly faded...i suddenly realised 1 thing..that is i CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM!!!really....i really love him alot alot alot....more than what i thought....n i noe he love me alot too...

what are u doing now my dear?i really misses u alot..how i wish u are beside me now...accompanying me...hugging me...really...i m really silly and i dun noe how to treasure u last time...sorry my dear!!!is only when u leave then i realised how much u mean to me and how bad i m for taking u for granted for the past few years...sorry my dear...i promise that when u r back we will start a new story of our own again..n this time round...is a happy 1....i miss u b!!!muackz...looking forward to ur return!!!