Friday, February 17, 2006
Today is the 17th of the month which is supposed to be our anniversary but I am all by myself...cos his fucking school has organised a fucking 3 days camp at Sentosa on this date!!Fuck lo!!!Though this camp is not compulsory, he had chosen to go to the camp over me. I am feeling so damn bloody lonely now. Gonna be damn lonely for the next 3 days till Sunday. Arrgghhh!!!!Although he promised to call me when he is free but I hate sitting in front of the phone and waiting for it to ring cos I have tried that a few times and this kinda feeling is bad. Arrghh..I really dont want him to go to this camp but am I too selfish to do that? Arrgghh...Really feeling damn bloody "HOT" now!!! Maybe i am too dependent on him and I am too used to meeting him Mon-Sun without fail, that's why I am so upset when he will be away for 3 days...AAAAAARRRRGHH!!!I MISS HIM!!!!!!HELP!!!!
Posted by JaNet at 1:26 AM